the other day we spoke and i wondered why he came along my path, what lesson is there that i haven't already learned? so much self reflection...realizations.... and rodney says "maybe he's the one with the lesson to learn with you as his guide to show him". i'm tired. i'm tired. and i am tired of that role... and so the ebb comes on. i feel it seep in. and i allow it to settle. but now that it is here, now that it has come over me, it makes me want to spit. maybe my lesson is to turn away from the thing that comes most natural. maybe my lesson is to accept it all and dig my roots deeper. maybe i am to be an observer, neither give nor receive and if so whats the point and if so will i learn?
patience.
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