my lines (a letter to a friend)

dear XXXXX.

life is short and should be sweet.

this past week was a long one
full of realizations for me.

wow.
the incident with rodney was such a scare.
to imagine my life with out him....
the thought alone is enough to well my eyes up with tears.

i am grateful to have sweetness in my life.
i am grateful.
i realize that i have worked hard to create this for myself.

sweetness, love, grace, kindness, support, truth, is a great gift when received.

acceptance
to allow these to move in and out of my life with appreciation.

part of the puzzle for me is balance.
how do i maintain this flow
what do i give of myself to this world so that it continues to give back?

fine lines

ha
ha
i just had a realization
fine lines on a face
i don't want fine lines on my face

maybe thats the key to my puzzle

hmmm...

so back to my thoughts
i guess the fine lines are more clear when i think about the potential of them on my own face.

love
i love loves love

love keeps me young
i am aware of its test

i should give of myself to those that nurture.
who hold my gift
within their hands and hearts as if to accept my beauty as their own

my fine line.
it is ok to give my heart
out and away with each breath.

it is ok.

if stored in a safe sacred space by those whom i give it to
it is ok
it will be ok

and i smile

who accepts?
who appreciates?
who returns?

i know.
i see.
i remember these things.

and so

i love
i give

my lines are clear.